Where do I begin!
It’s been over a month since I’ve been able to use Internet or a computer. Quite a different lifestyle, but certainly makes me appreciate my limited access. After my stay in the capital, where I bought a small charcoal stove, buckets to hold food in them, my shower (a bucket and a scoop), a dishwasher (a sponge and a bar of soap), plates, etc, I was ready to head to site. I was sad to leave all the other volunteers I had grown so close to, but knew this was what I signed up for. I hoped in the car with my group heading to another small city, with all our belonging on top of the SUV, bikes and all. We took off and immediately I knew it wasn’t going to go well. I immediately got car sick, and had to jump over my friend to start dry heaving out the window. I’m hoping you can see how the four-hour trip turned out. After spending two days in a smaller city close to my site, we met all the important people, in our region, then in our villages. I showed up at my site, again after dry heaving the whole way again, and I was brought to a completely different house then I was shown at my site visit. If you remember I was shown 6 houses, then chose one, and had my supervisor assure me I would be in that house, but that was not true! Lol I had to laugh, as the country director said to me, “are you okay with this?” I just laughed and said, “Sure.”
I unpacked, put up my mosquito net, tried to make my new home comfortable, but then the night came. The first two nights I was doing well, I ate every meal with my principal, who would scoop more food on my plate, telling me I needed to eat more. I would head home with such a full stomach I couldn’t roll over in bed at night. On the third night, I had my moment where I thought to myself, “what am I doing?” I had been looking at pictures, writing in my journal, and entertaining the a million visitors whom had showed up at my house. I told myself once school started it would get better!
The first week of school came around and I had 14 students out of 89 in my ninth grade class, 5 out of 63 in my tenth grade class. I guess they were right when they said that the first week didn’t count. Students were outside of class working on the cleaning up the schoolyard rather than in class learning. I was baffled! I was told the next week would be better. I spent this first week, lesson planning, and learning how to cook with my supervisor’s family. His wife only speaks Pular; I speak English and some French, so most of our conversations were her handing me objects and showing me the motions, then laughing at me when I completed them wrong. I just sat there like a three year old confused and unsure what I did wrong. I spent most of my time with the son translating, and speaking to me in French. After the 10th meal of rice, and a gallon of oil, I decided I needed to learn how to cook so I could monitor the amount of the ingredients; oil, salt, sugar, etc. I had told the principal’s son that I would like a cat when I was at my site visit, and he said he had found me one. He told me in was in his hut. I went in, the cat was on a leash, and when he pulled on the leash, the cat thrashed around, hissing, and crawling. I thought to myself, this isn’t a cat its a tiger. He said the cat was just scared but that it would get friendlier. I sure hope so was my thought. That afternoon he came over to my house with this sack, I thought to myself what is that. Turns out it was the cat on a leash in the sack. No wonder why the thing is so mean. He brought the cat in my house, tied it to the window then pulled the sack off the cat, and again the cat started hissing and running around, then ran under the bed to hide. Later that night, then principal walked me home and we brought food for the cat. When we went into the room, the cat had jumped out the window, but because it was on a leash, had not gotten away. Just sitting outside. So we feed him, him hissing at us both. We left him outside and I climbed into bed and started reading. Then I heard this crying outside, and I didn’t want to wake my neighbors who lived right behind me, so I went outside, grabbed the leash, with the cat hissing, and refusing to move, I dragged him inside and tied him to the window, locked the window and went to my room, he continued to cry, so I put earplugs in and thought to myself, I am never having kids.
On Thursday I checked to make sure the cat was still in the room, he was, hiding under the bed and I left for school. I told the principal’s son, that I couldn’t do it and could he return the cat, he said it would get, and I thought about my crappy night of sleep and said no thank you. Then, I was in the middle of class when my principal asked if I could come with him, apparently he had spoken with my supervisor and I was moving today. He had chosen 15 students who would be helping me move. I was then told to finish my class and head to my house where they would be waiting for me. So I apologized to my students and told them class was done for the day. The best part was he said to walk in a large group so I could monitor my stuff was not stolen. That’s right no car, the poor boys were carrying my suitcase, bed, table, chairs, and million things I had bought. And we were walking in a train through the center of town. Once again, all I could do was laugh and think only in Africa. The best part was the cat was still in the room, but they boys had gone back to get the bed pieces and mattresses and thought the cat belonged to the neighbors and released the cat on the leash. Poor thing, but I guess that was one way to get rid of it.
The next night, I was then laying in bed reading, probably around 7:30 pm (once it gets dark, there’s not much to do, so if I’m done lesson planning, I climb into bed and begin reading till I fall asleep, that’s right well over 10 hours of sleep at night, lol) I heard this yelling outside my window. I immediately turned off my headlight, and laid still. Then I heard an American voice, I ran to the door, and it was one of the other volunteers. He had biked to my site, a 4-hour journey! I spent the weekend with him, heading to the market, cooking for my family, because the son of my principal was going off to university. It was so nice to speak some English, and relax and feel like myself. (I realized I had not let my guard down since he came, because I always had to be ready for visitors, had lesson planning to do, and was meeting new people each day, and constantly trying to think in French.
The second Week! On Monday, I showed up to school praying for more students, I had around 50 out of 89, not too bad. Also very intimidating such a large crowd. I started teaching and got into my rhythm for the week. I was getting good at cleaning my house, washing my laundry, getting my water, and learning how to cook with the principal’s wife. I now live much closer to him now, so its great. Also this week, it poured at night, at first it was scary because I have a tin roof now, so its really loud, but then I realized its more soothing. I’ve started to stay up at night listening to my IPOD and preparing for my class the next day. I cleaned my entire house on Friday because I only work; Monday 8-10, Tuesday 8-10, Wednesday 8-12, Thursday 8-12, yep 12 hours, I am also tutoring a group in English, and am tutored in French and Pular. Sometimes when I just want to relax, I can’t because students come over, at certain times during the day, I have 15 students sitting on my porch, half of them are not even my students, there younger once. The best part is, I can be reading a book, or looking off in space, and they can stare at me for hours.
I also have been visiting with different neighbors, so I’ve helped cultivate peanuts. I was forced to sit under a tree in the shade, given a blanket to cover my clothes, etc. There are so funny, with how protective they are of me. Then I went to the market with a neighbor who helped me buy a mortar and pestle, which is used to make sauce, and bought some other goodies. Then, I was relaxing on my porch with students who had showed up; I saw a white face over my fence, and realized it was another volunteer who lived 28 kilometers from me. I ran to greet him, it had taken him 2 hours to get to my site. We went back to the market and got some stuff for him, but I had also been volunteered by these boys I speak English to, to make them dinner for their last night in the village because they were heading to university. I made spaghetti and tomato sauce, (aka oil, crushed tomatoes, lots of salt, and tomato paste) so we ate that as a group, and it was nice to have the other volunteer there with me. The next day after he left, my principal showed up and asked me to get ready to go to a wedding. I biked on the road after him, and randomly he says “its this way”, I look to the right and it’s a field of tall grass… I was concerned. After riding through this field we came upon a grouping of huts. I was introduced to all the men, sat with the men, while my principal introduced me, then after that was done and everyone had been starring at me, we left to go meet the wife and women. Then we were forced to eat, the two of us, a separate bowl, spoons, etc. Normally everyone eats out of a large bowl with their hands. After, we left and my principal asked me to go to his house and eat couscous with curdled milk, I almost died, then I had to go tutor in English, where I was forced to eat another meal, even after I said I had already ate two lunches. Needless to say, my stomach hurt real bad that night. Lol
Third week! Time is flying by, I’m starting to pick up the local language a little, and the people love when I speak in Pular, so I’m trying my hardest. I have students tutoring me in the language, then a professor helping me with French. Today I was sitting with two students on the porch when the student in 8th grade asked me, “Madame, pourquoi votre cheveux est different (Mrs. Why is your hair different, you have dark and light colors) I just laughed at first and tried to explain, God made me that way, then he pointed to my legs and said, why don’t you have hair on your legs or armpits, and why are your eyes different color… everyone here has the same color skin, hair, and eyes?) He was so cute, and I was thankful that I had actually shaved my legs and armpits, lol I tried to explain that in America there are all different types of races, and people don’t all look the same. Then the other students stated, “I love white people, I wish I could be white” I asked him why and he said that. He said, “because there beautiful and ….” (he had nothing else to say) lol I said that wasn’t a good reason and he needed to think of a better reason before he could ever say that again. He said he would work on it. Lol I gave a test on Wednesday, and I was baffled by the amount of students who were cheating. I even had one student throw a piece of paper out the window, then say he had to go pee, I walked out with him and grabbed the paper and told he didn’t have to go to the bathroom now. I ended up grabbing 6 tests and giving them zeros. It was absolutely ridiculous!
Then on Thursday, the DPE (The director of Education for our region) came to town, class was canceled, and tents were set up, of course music as loud as possible, and the best part was, they had all the head people sitting at the front tables in front of all the students, elementary school and junior high, and all their parents, and I was called to sit up at the table as well! The best part was they were filming the speech with a small old school video camera, and I saw the camera man got stuck on my face, to the point where my principal had to wave to him, to move the camera away. Lol After the speeches, we were feed lunch, and the DPE asked me to sit next to me, and chat. He was very nice, but once again, there were all these important people there and here I was sitting next to the head honcho. After that night there was another weeding my principal informed me of, and he said to be ready to go tonight, I met the groom before hand, and he asked to get a picture together, I said okay thinking he was just being nice. During the middle of the ceremony, as the priest or whatever they call it here is talking, I am asked by the photographer to come and stand in the middle of the husband and wife, so I crawl over the wife, as the priest is still talking and have our picture taken, I was mortified that I disrupted the ceremony, but it was nothing to them. After I was given my own individual plate of food, about 7 little cakes, and caprisonne, (that’s how its spelt here) One of my students was the DJ and asked me to get up and dance with him. I politely declined, lol. Oh boy! I am not complaining about the special treatment, because I know they are doing it out of respect and it could be a lot worse, I could be treated poorly, so I am not complaining, but I have realized I will never blend it, and sometimes that’s hard to deal with. I’m use to making do, but here I am treated like some important person when I am just as normal as them, but because my skin is different and I am American, I have these special privileges.
Then my Saturday went like it always doesn’t, cleaned the house in the morning, washed laundry, got water for the next few days, charged my solar flashlight and IPod. This morning I actually cooked breakfast, scrambled eggs, and put it in a piece of baguette. Made some instant star bucks coffee Amy had sent me and was fat and happy after. I got dressed in my African complete (Outfit) and headed to the market. On my way there I ran into one of my neighbors who said she was going to the market too, so we went together. I went to see the principals wife and help her set up, again communicating by handing me a bag, then hitting the table for where the stuff should be laid out. Haha Then my students got out of class and started to file into the market, so I had a large group of the female students asking me what I needed to buy, then walking me to the vendor and bargaining the price for me. The last time I was at the market, I had asked a vendor to make me a baby marmite (pan that can be put on the charcoal stove) so I paid him for my special order, bought a rice shaker. Each week I try to purchase one new item for my house. After I went home and put everything away. Of course on my way home, every person I saw commented on the rice shaker, and asked if I know how to use it. I don’t so I just laughed and said not yet. Lol
Then one of my students stopped by and said he was heading to a larger market on Sunday and I asked if I could go with him, because it’s the halfway point between my sight and the other volunteers. I headed out with the student to the larger market and realized I was quite tired. Then he told me the mountain would be starting soon. I almost died. I had to get off my bike to walk up the mountain. It was awful, I was breathing heavy, sweating terribly, and just when we finally got to the top, the rain started in. I was biking through the rain, puddles; I had dirt sprayed all up on my shirt and shorts. The ride back was even worse. The mountain was even worse on the way back and this time even the student had to walk up the mountain. I was so tired after that and cooked a little with the principal’s wife and relaxed for the rest of the day.
The last trip and funny story I have is this weekend I decided to ride my bike to the regional capital. So as I am teaching on Thursday morning, at 10:30, the rain begins, and I think to myself, is this a sign I should not be going? So I called the other volunteer and told him, that I was still planning on it, would he be willing to still go in to the regional capital. He said yes, and I took off right after class. Walked up the huge mountain, sweating, panting, and thinking maybe this wasn’t a good idea, as the rain was pouring down on me. Then I make the turn to his sight and still had 14 kilometers to go. It’s a lot of ups and downs on the hills, often times, I had to get off and walk. I finally arrive at his sight, walking up the hill, with all his students at the top, and thought to myself, can I actually make it 40 + kilometers more. I ate a quick meal, and we headed out before I could think twice about this horrible idea. We continued on, and the amount of hills, and then the final mountain was horrendous. We had large cars, trucks and motorcycles passing us, as close as possible, people asking for our bikes, my legs hurt so bad, I don’t even know the amount of hills I walked up, and after leaving my sight at 12pm, I arrived at the regional capital at 6:30 right before the sun set. It was probably one of the worst trips of my life. I have run a marathon before, but to explain the exhaustion in my thighs from the constant up and down hills was like nothing I had ever experienced before. This was probably my last trip biking in, except I have to bike home on Sunday. I was also nervous; because I was carrying my computer into the capital and my principal had told me there were bandits on the pathways. And when we were biking we heard people calling out to us from the forest, quite scary, and I think adrenalin was the only thing that kept me moving! That’s all for the first month, its been a lot of emotional ups and downs and I am hoping soon to settle into a standard mood soon. Miss you all and ton and hope all is well with everyone.
Here are the pictures of my students!
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My House! |
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9th Grade Class, 89 Students! |
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10th Grade class, 63 students! |